Title: Comfort of Fiends
Rating: NC17 easily!!!!!!!!
Feedback: Mys has decided that she actually likes FB, so… constructive crit is fine, just be prepared for Mys to defend/explain her choices, and try not to do any permanent damage, k.
Disclaimer: Just playing with the pretty kittens. Unfortunately, they are not mine, but I will gladly groom and bathe them before sending them back home to Daddy (aka Joss/Mutant Enemy/et al).
Warnings/Squicks: NON-CON- lots of non-con some implied some more graphic, ABUSE- both physical and mental!
Summary: Xander’s nightmares have piqued the curiosity of our favourite insanely jealous and protective peroxide vamp… the story he uncovers is disturbing, even to a Childe of Angelus.
---------A Fiend You Can Count On---------
Like a sleek cat on the prowl, Spike crawled up Xander’s near naked body, stopping at the dark-eyed boy’s boxers. Hooking black nailed fingers in the waistband, he tenderly slid them down allowing him access to the dribbling shaft he longed to taste, touch, and feel.
Xander jumped as cool air caressed his rigid cock, and moaned when a cooler tongue trailed a wet path to the head, dipping softly to tease the slit. “Gods, Spike.”
“Like that, did you, pet?”
“You could say that- in a completely understating kind of way.”
The vampire chuckled, even as a terrified virgin, which Xander was as far as Spike was concerned, his boy still babbled. He quirked an expressive eyebrow, “How ‘bout this?” With no more warning than that, the blonde vampire took his boy’s far from inconsiderable length into his cool, hungry mouth.
Throwing his head back as he swallowed a scream, Xander’s body shook all over causing Spike to release his heavenly treat.
“Xan, look at me, pet- need to know you’re okay.”
Xander forced himself to look into the eyes of his lover, hoping Spike could see the trust and desire he had for him.
The vamp got the message, loud and clear. Still, his desire darkened blue eyes never left Xander’s, even as he took the young mortal’s cock into his mouth, once again.
It took all of Xander’s will not to let his eyes roll back into his head and his head to fall back to the pillow.
Spike took his time showing his boy exactly what a hundred years of experience and not needing to breath had taught him.
Soon the young man was teetering on the edge- an edge Spike didn’t want him to go over just yet.
Reluctantly, the blonde released the delectable flesh, and slowly slinked up his lover’s body.
Instinctively, Xander’s arms went around the vamp. His hands exploring the smooth, silky flesh.
Petting his boy’s dark curls with one hand, Spike traced his lips with the other.
Xander parted his lips and playfully nipped at the elegant digits.
The vampire’s wry chortle was cut off by his sudden intake of breath when Xander’s warm tongue licked the tip of an ‘abused’ finger.
Encouraged by his vampire’s reaction, the dark, work-tanned young man licked a longer strip over the pale finger, happily taking it in at the slight thrust into his mouth.
Spike couldn’t contain the blissful moan at the moist, velvety warmth searing his flesh. “Sunshine,” he whispered, removing his finger and replacing it with his tongue.
Mindlessly, Xander’s hands travelled to cup his vampire’s perfect ass.
When Xander squeezed, Spike moaned into their kiss, thrusting against his boy, rubbing their throbbing shafts together.
His beautiful human gasped at the unfamiliar sensation, breaking their intense exploration of each other’s mouths.
Spike raised a questioning eyebrow, “Alright?”
Gripping the pale ass in his hands, Xander pushed Spike’s body down as he bucked up causing both man and vamp to gasp wantonly. “More than.”
A smile, the likes of which Xander had only ever imagined seeing, spread across Spike’s fine face. It was joy, mischief, longing, pride, and love rolled into one perfect, almost blinding smile. Tilting his head, Spike watched his boy in amazement, “Pet, next bit can bit a bit scary, I need you to trust me.”
“You know I trust you- you don’t need to keep asking.”
“Yeah, I do, pet. Not gonna risk hurting or scaring you,” the vampire traced the soft planes of his lover’s face, “or, worse, betraying your trust.”
Xander cupped Spike’s cheek, pulling him down for a kiss. His lips curled into a slight, shy smile, “The mere fact that you worry tells me you won’t.”
Spike rolled off his precious boy, collecting a tube from the nightstand drawer. Before he even turned back to the young mortal, he heard his heart rate speed up alarmingly. “Xander, Sunshine,” he took his dearly loved human’s hand, “we don’t have to do anything more.”
Gulping, twining their fingers together, Xander looked into concerned crystal blue eyes, “Want to, just scared.”
“Oh, pet,” Spike easily manoeuvred the mortal so he sat between the vampire’s strong legs. Kissing the boy’s neck, Spike held him close as he whispered soothing words into his ear. “Shh, pet. ‘s okay. Just let me hold you, we won’t go any further tonight, okay?” The vampire rocked his love; a soft purr radiating from his chest and through his precious boy.
“I want to. I want to make love with you. I want you.”
“Please Spike,” the young man turned just enough to see his vamp’s eyes.
Surprisingly, there was almost no hesitation in his love’s voice; once again impressing upon Spike the mortal’s remarkable strength. Having assured himself that his boy was certain, Spike slipped from behind Xander, urging him to lay back down. With his hand on Xander’s chest feeling the pulsing thump-thump of his lover’s heart, Spike asked the hardest question of the night, “How do you want to do this?”
Shyly, “I just assumed you’d…,” the young man blushed and turned his head away from the blonde vamp.
Instantly, Spike was stretched on his side, pressed against his chocolate-eyed boy, petting his hair and turning his face back towards him. “Only if that’s what you want, you understand me, Xan? Only if it’s what you want.”
Xander nodded, then, knowing his vamp wanted an audible answer, he swallowed, “I know Spike.”
Rubbing their foreheads together, Spike whispered, his breath ghosting over the young man’s face, “Tell me what you want, pet.”
Steeling himself to speak the words, Xander took a deep breath, and in a shaky voice, speaking in barely more than a whisper himself, “I want to feel you… inside… taking it all away. Making me feel loved and… and…”
“…important, cherished,” the blonde completed for him. “The most incredible, amazing thing in my unlife.”
With what may have been tears in his eyes, though neither man would say, Xander whispered, “Please.”
He gently kissed his boy’s brow before moving to his mischievous mouth. As Spike gave his precious boy a chance to breath, “Pull your knees up, pet.” Spike ran his hand from chest to abdomen, skirting his lover’s weeping erection, to trail sensually over a bent leg. The vampire’s body followed his hand ‘til he knelt between his boy’s legs. With feather touches, Spike continued to caress Xander’s legs, his spread fingers travelling up and down the sensitive skin of his inner thighs.
As Xander whimpered in pleasure, his knees fell farther apart, opening him even more to his loving vamp.
On the next downward caress, the nimble fingers continued on to flit over the delicate skin between the boy’s buttocks.
Xander let out a shaky breath at the touch, but Spike sensed no increase in his boy’s fear- if anything it was subsiding. Spike smiled to himself, basking in the wonder that was Xander Harris; once again being taken by the young mortal’s inner strength.
As the cool thin fingers of one hand danced over and around Xander’s hole, the other deftly opened the slick, dribbling a generous amount over his hand and his boy. Taking his lover’s erection in his unlubed hand, Spike began languidly stroking the hard flesh as a single slicked finger dipped in and out of his hole, not quite penetrating the ring of muscle there.
Soon Xander was pressing back against his vampire’s finger encouraging it further inside. “More,” even in a whisper his voice was dark and husky.
The sound and glazed look of pleasure in the mortal’s face were all the incentive Spike needed. Smoothly, the teasing finger breached Xander‘s body.
Xander mewled, but didn’t stop rocking against his vamp’s hand. Before long he was whimpering for more.
Laying a calming hand on his lover’s belly, Spike slipped a second slicked finger inside his boy.
The young man’s brow crinkled and he moaned. The hand on his stomach began petting, as Spike ‘shh’d’ and cooed over him.
Once Xander’s body relaxed, Spike began to gently pump his fingers, scissoring and stretching.
A wanton sound escaped the mortal’s lips as his head lolled back against the pillow in pleasure.
It was just the moment Spike was waiting for to crook his fingers and cause Xander’s world to explode.
“Oh gods!” Gasping for breath, “That was… nice; do it again?”
“With pleasure,” the blonde crooned before setting off another round of firecrackers throughout Xander’s body.
After a few moments of stimulating his lover’s prostate when Spike knew his boy was completely absorbed by the titillating sensations, he eased a third finger into Xander’s willing body. Working the three digits, the vampire lovingly finished preparing the young man he loved above all else.
When Spike withdrew his tantalizing fingers, Xander felt empty, abandoned. His vampire quickly moved to comfort him, peppering his face with kisses between his words, “’s okay Xan… fill you up real good… jus’ need to know you still want it… can’t bare the thought of hurting… my Sunshine.”
Xander looked into Spike’s blue-gold eyes, feeling no fear or distress, only feeling loved and protected. “Yes, please Spike. …please.”
The raw need in his precious human’s voice caused Spike’s demon to rage- it screamed for vengeance, for the blood of those who had almost destroyed such a remarkable human, more than that though it demanded to love-protect-Claim the beautiful dark man, however, Spike knew that wouldn’t be tonight. The combination of this being his boy’s first time and the chip made the enticing possibility out of the question.
With one last kiss, the vampire sat back on his knees, placing his lover’s legs over his shoulders, and positioning himself to enter his boy.
A Fiend For Life